December's suppose to be a month for Joy.
I'm feeling the BLUES now. Must be the aftermath of "long weekend". I was actually on 2 days medical leave and thus the long rest.
Returned from chalet today and slept my day away.
I hasn't been feeling great lately. Both physically and mentally. There's this unexplainable emptiness in me. :( I broke down one fine day which made me feels better but not anywhere near good. I think I need to find the peace in myself. To be contented and loved. Sigh. Living is so hard and growing up is so difficult.
I hate myself this way, I just wanna get over it.
December's suppose to be a month for Joy, isn't it?
